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“O kadar da \u00f6nemli de\u011fildir b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeler,<\/p>\n
arkalar\u0131nda doldurulmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bo\u015fluklar b\u0131rak\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.”<\/p>\n
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Can Y\u00fccel’in arkas\u0131ndan doldurulmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan 14 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti.\u00a0<\/p>\n
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Kim \u00d6zlerdi<\/strong><\/p>\n O kadar da \u00f6nemli de\u011fildir b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeler,<\/span><\/p>\n arkalar\u0131nda doldurulmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bo\u015fluklar b\u0131rak\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Dayan\u0131lmas\u0131 o kadar da zor de\u011fildir,<\/p>\n b\u00fcy\u00fck ayr\u0131l\u0131klar bile, en g\u00fczel yerde ba\u015flat\u0131lsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Utan\u0131lacak bir \u015fey de\u011fildir a\u011flamak,<\/p>\n y\u00fcrekten s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp geliyorsa g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Y\u00fcz k\u0131zart\u0131c\u0131 bir su\u00e7 de\u011fildir h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k,<\/p>\n \u00e7al\u0131nan birinin kalbiyse e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Korkulacak bir yan\u0131 yoktur a\u015fklar\u0131n,<\/p>\n insan b\u00fct\u00fcn derilerden soyunabilseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n O kadar da y\u00fcrek burkmazd\u0131 al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ses,<\/p>\n hi\u00e7bir zaman duyulmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Daha \u00e7abuk unuturdu belki su s\u0131zd\u0131rmayan sar\u0131lmalar,<\/p>\n kara sevdayla sar\u0131p sarmalanmasalard\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Belirsizli\u011fe yelken a\u00e7ard\u0131 iri ela g\u00f6zler zamanla,<\/p>\n \u00f6ylesine delice bakmasalard\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u00c7abuk unutulurdu \u0131slak bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yak\u0131c\u0131 tad\u0131 belki de,<\/p>\n kalp, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesine o kadar y\u00fcklenmeseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Yerini ba\u015fka \u015feyler alabilirdi uzun gece sohbetlerinin,<\/p>\n son sigara yudum yudum payla\u015f\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015flere bile kar ya\u011fmazd\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman,<\/p>\n meydan sava\u015flar\u0131nda korkular, a\u015fk\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r yaralamasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Su gibi ak\u0131p ge\u00e7erdi hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7meyecekmi\u015f gibi duran zaman,<\/p>\n beklemeye de\u011fecek olan gelecekse sonunda e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Rengi bile solard\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerdeki sa\u00e7lar\u0131n zamanla,<\/p>\n tan\u0131ms\u0131z kokular\u0131 yast\u0131klara yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n O b\u00fcy\u00fck, o g\u00f6rkemli son, \u00f6l\u00fcm bile anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirirdi,<\/p>\n ya\u015fan\u0131las\u0131 her \u015fey ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n O kadar da \u00e7ekilmez olmazd\u0131 yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar,<\/p>\n son umut \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da s\u00f6nmemi\u015f olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Bu kadar da \u0131s\u0131tmazd\u0131 belki de bahar g\u00fcne\u015fleri,<\/p>\n her kaybedi\u015fin ard\u0131ndan hayat yeniden ba\u015flamasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Kahvalt\u0131dan da \u00f6nce sigaraya sar\u0131lmak \u015fart olmazd\u0131 belki de,<\/p>\n dev bir \u00f6zlem dalgas\u0131 meydan okumasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n An\u0131larda kal\u0131rd\u0131 belki de zamanla ince bel,<\/p>\n namussuz \u00e7ay bile ince belli bardaktan verilmeseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Uykusuzluklar y\u0131k\u0131p ge\u00e7mezdi, k\u0131sac\u0131k kestirmelerin ard\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n dokunulas\u0131 ipekten bir o kadar uzakta olmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Iss\u0131z bir yuva bile cennete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015febilirdi belki de,<\/p>\n s\u0131cak bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fle \u0131s\u0131t\u0131lsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Yoksul d\u00fc\u015fmezdi y\u0131llanm\u0131\u015f \u015farap tad\u0131ndaki \u015fiirler b\u00f6ylesine,<\/p>\n kula\u011f\u0131na okunacak biri olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u0130nanmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmazd\u0131 her a\u015fk\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131nda bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k gizlendi\u011fine belki de,<\/p>\n kartvizitinde \u201conca ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n birinci dereceden failidir\u201d denmeseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Ger\u00e7ekten boynunu b\u00fckmezdi papatyalar,<\/p>\n ihanetinden onlar da pay\u0131n\u0131 almasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Iss\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa teslim olmazd\u0131 sahiller,<\/p>\n kendi belirsiz sahillerinde ama\u00e7s\u0131z gezintilerle avunmaya kalkmam\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131n e\u011fer.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Sen gittikten sonra yaln\u0131z kalaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n Yaln\u0131z kalmaktan korkmuyorum da, ya can\u0131m ellerini tutmak isterse\u2026<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Evet Sevgili,<\/p>\n Kim \u00f6zlerdi avu\u00e7 i\u00e7lerinin ter kokusunu,<\/p>\n kim uzanmak isterdi ince parmaklar\u0131na,<\/p>\n mazilerinde g\u00f6rkemli bir ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmi\u015f olmasalard\u0131 e\u011fer!!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Bizim Deniz \u2013 Mare Nostrum<\/strong><\/p>\n En uzun ko\u015fuysa elbet<\/span><\/p>\n T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de de Devrim<\/p>\n O, onun en g\u00fczel y\u00fcz metresini ko\u015ftu<\/p>\n En sekmez luverin namlusundan f\u0131rlayarak \u2026<\/p>\n En h\u0131zl\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131 hepimizin,<\/p>\n En \u00f6nce g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsledi ipi\u2026<\/p>\n Ac\u0131yorsam sana anam avrad\u0131m olsun<\/p>\n Ama a\u015fk olsun sana \u00e7ocuk, A\u015fk olsun\u2026<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Ba\u015fka T\u00fcrl\u00fc Bir \u015eey<\/strong><\/p>\n ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc bir \u015fey benim istedi\u011fim<\/span><\/p>\n ne a\u011faca benzer, ne de buluta<\/p>\n buras\u0131 gibi de\u011fil gidece\u011fim memleket<\/p>\n denizi ayr\u0131 deniz,<\/p>\n havas\u0131 ayr\u0131 hava..<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n bir ba\u015fka yolculuk dal\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fmek yere<\/p>\n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan uzun<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n bir tatl\u0131 yolculuk dal\u0131ndan inmek yere<\/p>\n a\u011fac\u0131n y\u00fcksekli\u011fince<\/p>\n dal\u0131n y\u00fcksekli\u011fince r\u00fczgarda<\/p>\n ve bir yeni \u00f6m\u00fcr<\/p>\n vard\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7imen ye\u015filli\u011fince<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n nerde g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim<\/p>\n nerde o bekledi\u011fim<\/p>\n rengi ba\u015fka<\/p>\n tad\u0131 ba\u015fka..<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Bir Sen Eksiktin Ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n Bileklerimizi morartm\u0131\u015f yeni Alman kelep\u00e7eleri,<\/span><\/p>\n Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn kaloriferleri bozuldu Kaman\u2019dan sonra<\/p>\n Sekiz saat oluyor karbonatl\u0131 bir \u00e7ay bile i\u00e7emedik,<\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda pirensip sahibi bir ba\u015f\u00e7avu\u015f.<\/p>\n Ni\u011fde \u00fczerinden Adana Cezaevine gidiyoruz\u2026<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Bi sen eksiktin ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir t\u00fcy dikmek i\u00e7in manzaraya!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Sardunyaya A\u011f\u0131t<\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130kindiyin saat be\u015fte<\/span><\/p>\n Ba\u015fgardiyan R\u0131za ba\u015fta<\/p>\n Karalar bast\u0131 ko\u011fu\u015fa<\/p>\n Ikindiyin saat be\u015fte<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Seyre durduk tantanay\u0131<\/p>\n Tutuklay\u0131p sardunyay\u0131<\/p>\n Att\u0131lar dipkapal\u0131ya<\/p>\n \u0130kindiyin saat be\u015fte<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Yatakl\u0131k etmi\u015f zaar<\/p>\n Su\u00e7u tevat\u00fcr ve esrar<\/p>\n Elbet bir k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 var<\/p>\n Ikindiyin saat be\u015fte<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Dirlik d\u00fczenlik kurtulur,<\/p>\n M\u00fcd\u00fcr koltu\u011fa kurulur<\/p>\n \u00c7i\u00e7ek demire vurulur<\/p>\n \u0130kindiyin saat be\u015fte<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Canlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fta,<\/p>\n Akl\u0131 idaml\u0131k yolda\u015fta,<\/p>\n Ye\u015fil \u00f6l\u00fcmle dala\u015fta<\/p>\n \u0130kindiyin saat be\u015fte<\/p>\n Anayasas\u0131 \u0130nsan\u0131n<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Kan yasas\u0131 bu insan\u0131n:<\/p>\n \u00dcz\u00fcmden \u015farap yapacaks\u0131n<\/p>\n \u00c7akmak ta\u015f\u0131ndan ate\u015f<\/p>\n Ve \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklerden insan!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Can yasas\u0131 bu insan\u0131n:<\/p>\n Sava\u015flara yoksulluklara<\/p>\n Ve binbir belaya kar\u015f\u0131n<\/p>\n \u0130lle de ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Us yasas\u0131 bu insan\u0131n:<\/p>\n Suyu \u015favka d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ger\u00e7e\u011fe \u00e7evirip<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 dost k\u0131lacaks\u0131n!<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Anayasas\u0131 bu insan\u0131n<\/p>\n Emekleyen \u00e7ocuktan<\/p>\n Uzayda ko\u015fana dek<\/p>\n Y\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u00fckte her zaman<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Fark\u0131nda Olmal\u0131 \u0130nsan<\/strong><\/p>\n Fark\u0131nda Olmal\u0131 \u0130nsan\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Kendisinin, Hayat\u0131n Olaylar\u0131n, Gidi\u015fat\u0131n Fark\u0131nda Olmal\u0131.<\/p>\n Fark\u0131 Fark Etmeli, Fark Etti\u011fini De Fark Ettirmemeli Bazen\u2026<\/p>\n Bir Damlac\u0131k Sudan Nas\u0131l Yarat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Anne Karn\u0131na S\u0131\u011farken D\u00fcnyaya Neden S\u0131\u011fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n Ve En Sonunda Bir Metre Karelik Yere Nas\u0131l S\u0131\u011fmak Zorunda Kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n \u015eu \u00c7ok Geni\u015f G\u00f6r\u00fcnen D\u00fcnyan\u0131n, Ahirete Nispetle Anne Karn\u0131 Gibi Oldu\u011funu<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Hen\u00fcz Bebekken \u2018D\u00fcnya Benim!\u2019 Dercesine Avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 Kapal\u0131<\/p>\n Oldu\u011funu, \u00d6l\u00fcrken De Ayn\u0131 Avu\u00e7lar\u0131n \u2018Her \u015eeyi B\u0131rak\u0131p Gidiyorum<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte!\u2019 Dercesine Apa\u00e7\u0131k Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Ve Kefenin Cebinin Bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Bask\u0131n Yetene\u011fini<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli Sonra.<\/p>\n Azraillin Her An S\u00fcrpriz Yapabilece\u011fini,<\/p>\n Nas\u0131l Ya\u015farsa \u00d6yle \u00d6lece\u011fini<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli \u0130nsan<\/p>\n Ve \u00d6lmeden E vvel \u00d6lebilmeli.<\/p>\n Hayvanlar\u0131n Yolda Kald\u0131r\u0131mda \u00c7\u00f6pl\u00fckte<\/p>\n Ama Kendisinin G\u00fczel Haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f M\u00fckellef Bir Sofrada Yemek Yedi\u011fini<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n E\u015fref-\u0130 Mahlukat (Yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n En G\u00fczeli) Oldu\u011funu<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Ve Ona G\u00f6re Ya\u015famal\u0131.<\/p>\n G\u00fcl\u00fcn Hemen Dibindeki Dikeni, Dikenin Hemen Yan\u0131 Ba\u015f\u0131ndaki G\u00fcl\u00fc<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Evinde 4 Kedi 2 K\u00f6pek Besledi\u011fi Halde<\/p>\n \u00c7ocuk Sahibi Olmaktan Korkman\u0131n Mant\u0131ks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n E\u015fine \u2018Seni \u00c7ok Seviyorum!\u2019 Demenin Mutluluk Yolundaki M\u00fcthi\u015f G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Dolab\u0131nda As\u0131l\u0131 25 G\u00f6mle\u011finin Sadece \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc Giydi\u011fini, Ama Arka<\/p>\n Sokaktaki Kom\u015fusunun O Be\u011fenilmeyen G\u00f6mleklere Muhta\u00e7 Oldu\u011funu<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n Zenginli\u011fin Ve Bereketin, Sofradayken \u00d6n\u00fcnde Biriken Ekmek<\/p>\n K\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 Yemekte Gizlendi\u011fini<\/p>\n Fark Etmeli.<\/p>\n FARK ETMEL\u0130.<\/p>\n \u00d6m\u00fcr Dedi\u011fin \u00dc\u00e7 G\u00fcnd\u00fcr,<\/p>\n D\u00fcn Geldi Ge\u00e7ti Yar\u0131n Me\u00e7huld\u00fcr,<\/p>\n O Halde \u00d6m\u00fcr Dedi\u011fin Bir G\u00fcnd\u00fcr,O Da Bug\u00fcnd\u00fcr<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Sevgi Duvar\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n sen miydin o yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0131yd\u0131 yoksa<\/span><\/p>\n k\u00f6r karanl\u0131kta a\u00e7ard\u0131k pasl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimizi<\/p>\n dilimizde ak\u015famdan kalma bir k\u00fcf\u00fcr<\/p>\n salonlar piyasalar sanat sevicileri<\/p>\n derdim g\u00fcn\u00fcm insan i\u00e7ine \u00e7\u0131karmakt\u0131 seni<\/p>\n yakanda bir amonyak \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi<\/p>\n yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m benim sidikli kontesim<\/p>\n ne kadar rezil olursak o kadar iyi<\/p>\n kumkap\u0131 meyhanelerine dadand\u0131k<\/p>\n \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde alt\u0131nba\u015f alt\u0131n zincir fasulye pilakisi<\/p>\n aram\u0131zda g\u00f6revliler ekipler h\u0131z\u0131r pa\u015falar<\/p>\n sabahlar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klarda bulurlard\u0131 le\u015fimi<\/p>\n \u00f6yle s\u0131cakt\u0131 ki \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fclerin elleri<\/p>\n \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fclerin elleriyle ok\u015fard\u0131n beni<\/p>\n yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m benim s\u00fcp\u00fcrge sa\u00e7l\u0131m<\/p>\n ne kadar k\u00f6t\u00fc kokarsak o kadar iyi<\/p>\n bakt\u0131m g\u00f6kte bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir u\u00e7ak<\/p>\n bol \u00e7elik bol y\u0131ld\u0131z bol insan<\/p>\n bir gece sevgi duvar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015ft\u0131k<\/p>\n d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yer \u00f6yle a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik ki<\/p>\n ba\u015fucumda bir sen vars\u0131n bir de evren<\/p>\n saym\u0131yorum \u00f6l\u00fcp \u00f6l\u00fcp dirilttiklerimi<\/p>\n yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m benim \u00e7o\u011ful t\u00fcrk\u00fclerim<\/p>\n ne kadar yalans\u0131z ya\u015farsak o kadar iyi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" “O kadar da \u00f6nemli de\u011fildir b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeler, arkalar\u0131nda doldurulmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bo\u015fluklar b\u0131rak\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.” \u00a0 Can Y\u00fccel’in arkas\u0131ndan doldurulmas\u0131 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